i'm a pagan: i was born yesterday... please try to convert me: but as much as i adore the logic sustenance of Latin letters in the dynamic of Hebrew thinking i can't join the tribe: such is their exclusivity anti-racism ha ha... my choices... hmm... become a christ-******* or Allah's **** all in *****... ******* in prayer ***** up in the air, gentlemen! like you just don't care! who-ah! oh the release of emotion with those letters: better than any sing-along surah no mantra conquers: who-ah! Al Paccino style scent of a woman: who-ah! ooh: i'm getting the jibbly-fiddlets-poonnanie... remind me: a long time ago: if an atheist met god: the god of the eaters of gods the semite god eater the yahweh who ate up Baal... etc. and then tried to conquer, quelch, quench... YQWQ the yaqwuq... the darkest bride of how impartial the yahweh was with Adam and Eve to split that headache of the siamese twin Æ... oh but these are not mere hieroglyphs: nature happens: so do mutations... suppose you throw a sacrificial lamb into this slaughterhouse of ideas: you think: poor semite... improvising with the Greeks you might conquer Rome and... and... at the same time: conquer the north with your milḥemet mitzvah? us pagans would not secure rooting in ontology etymology and the likes: there would be no mythos ascribed to us? perhaps the Slavic gods yawned: but Europeans retained the Nordic influences so stressed for children in cinema with Thor and etc because Zeus was too Henry II Angevin etc etc the god eating other gods had indigestion and outright coinstipation when dealing with the pagans of the north it had to breed tremedous intellect of individuals: blindly walking north to the chimney of Auschwitz with the crucified son that conquered the realms of Huitzilopochtli... humming i hum too: like a rainbow ******* a head that arouses Salome... so he sacrificed his son to create the zombies of the north: these pedantic ******* oops and oosies yet a memory of Odin remains... it's even pop... couldn't digest these gods: not even with your crucified ******* christ and added to spice some salt mumbo jumbo of kosher pork and the Islamic peoples threw their own stink into the matter this hitchhiker no celestial worthy no... if that wayward projection of a people: imagine the Jews as Dwarfs in the Lord of the Rings... a people displaced: but how else would you encourage conquering a people's spirit and their mythos with your own and leave the ground so desecrated with secular atheism this ******* this worm of a womb like i told Edie though: i'm trying to reimagine the brothel: but i can't... because the best ****** come out of the church... a crusade here: a jihad over there... but if Jesus was just the standard to give allowance to the "father" to go as far as to eat the gods sculpted in marble of the Greeks: who did take the hook and sinker: why are we still reminiscent of Odin and Thor and Loki? and popularise them? maybe i'm all looking awry... the consecrated son of conquest: but beyond the Roman Empire there were the unforseen nomads, barbarians of the north... i believe in the organic deity that is at fault and also dumbfounded by the grand awe of the yawn of indifference that is the cosmic verse: like oasis and the verse like blur and reef: four brit-pop bands... notably the latter bands had two songs better than the former: better man and give me your love... i'm still searching for that poem i left Edie in shrapnel(s)... purposively plural by choice: oh jeez these pink communists are driving me mad these stone-suckers i'm being drilled... to expect so much more from people i hardly want to talk to them... each night shift i return home all coked up on insomnia i see these lethargic lice and dumbo doughs and it just wakes up a Vlad the Impaler in me and i think that being impaled would be a better sacrifice: seriously? just crucified? how about two weeks spent being impaled through the **** up to the throat? did he? die for everyone? i'm pretty sure Judas died for himself sure as **** he hanged himself before Jesus was crucified... unless the current state of affairs in England is no longer ****- hyphen! hyphen! prefix! prefix! ugh... -stani suffix! hyphen! suffix! tender little lamb to the slaughter of my verbiose cunning... some more some more all the other littles... but like one Ukranian girl said to me: so these gang rapes and all... i couldn't get a **** out of an English girl even if i wanted to... these was the French Grenoble exchange student the Australian, the Russian girl... now i have to fly all the ******* way out to Kauai (in Hawaii) for some smooch... but an English girl? no... and i hear of these ****- **** gangs of eager 15 year old English girls and i'm like: huh?! seriously? that easy? just give them candy and botox then pour some petrol on them and tell them you'll smash their teeth out if they don't **** your blistered skin ****? wow... that easy?! the Ukranian girl just said: so... where were those girls' parents? i don't know: i'm sure i wasn't there... so for these Pakis to get all that freely available jelly and juice and here i am having to fly over 7000 miles to **** a girl in Hawaii... great... super... thank **** i'm not English: to begin with.