When the light dims to grey When nothing tangible heals your soul Some still find that joy Some will unwind that toy That is the reality of life Cycles of death and rebirth Until we finally give in But if we exist to exist How could we enjoy this world? Grasping at straws made of sand Slipping through the cracks As they get wider, deeper, harder I just wanted to hold the hands of the hurt Now I have lost myself in the scars of nature Goodbye my joy Swallowed by the nation Do we exist to just keep going on?