i'm back
and i'm better
and i'm hotter
and i'm wetter
i'm dripping like a soaked sweater in the rain
the sweater of a dead body
whose cells are filled with pain
she don't feel it
she was drowned

i'm back
and i'm hotter
than a sauna
an oasis
love
such an illusion
it'll **** you slowly
before it makes you stronger
i've almosted killed myself 4 times and can't take it any longer

my back
it's turned
the bridges
are burned
the lessons
are learned
the spells
are made
it's your time to pay

you follow
my rules
you obey
my rue
is too strong
to ever break
i'm the best
risk to take
i'm the most underdiscovered gift

i'm a monolith
i'm  a poem
i'm a rebel
i'm a stoic
i'm a tribe
i'm heroic
i'm demonic
i am loving
i am what history is becoming