there was and is only one glaring mistake: concerning the genesis of 4 via G: and how could i be so blind but i guess i did that on purpose because at least that makes sense if mistakes are made on purpose for the secondary purpose of being able to make the correction:
H: or perhaps how one scribbles the number depending on the handwritten form rather than the universal digital:
|| | which is h in a "Copernican" concern for direction where is this supposed north or south or west in outerspace?
perhaps even /| |
so one leg short and the arm askew... or just h from H and even that is ingenius how the uppercase letters are different to lowercase letters and perhaps there's something primitive in Cyrillic when some letters are the same upper- as lowercase
Вв Гг Дд Жж Ии well... pretty much all the letters... and how much of Cyrillic is Latin lazy in mainting the rigid upper- to lowercase transition unless it is Greek: in its original aesthetic... where you will not find the uppercase to be like the lowercase lettering...
ah but there are exceptions: Ι ι, Κ κ almost with Ι ι if it weren't for the near invisible littlest of tails on the lowercase iota: that the Latin men made more pronunciated with the dot hovering above... but there are also
Ο ο: but the omicron is perfect like that and not much can be done about that... then there are the twins:
Τ τ : Ι ι subtle variations: notably the lick of a slick tail... T is t but τ is a question of the Latin cross and Anthony's cross: also the Russian orthodox cross and how W when was worn borne when paths of G the gamma crossed paths with Lucifer and Wah became Łajba: why'bah...
Χ χ, Ψ ψ can be excluded...
the subtleties of the digital handwritten imprint are obvious to see... if you can be myopic enough... so the correction will stand and i will borrow from Greek:
IVX:LC:DM / O:IZE:μ:S:b:Γ:BP
depending on how you see letters morph into numbers and don't tell me that God of the Semites didn't play the role of both Olympian and the Titan by descending to this world with word: letters: to make hieroglyphs more tangible and gave them the X-ray skeletal treatment but imagine if the Chinese were the basis and focus of the history of the plight of the Hebrews imagine what use the Hebrew god would be when facing the unshakeable tenents of the matchstick men who con conjured up
树: tree: also called affrirmation: sh'u... what good would Hebrew be against that form of encoding? well the Hebrews can boast their script against the ancient Egyptian hieroglyphs but at the same time the Chinese were burrowing with more skeletons than could emerge when combining Greek, Latin, Hebrew or the Runes...
and something natural happened in the Orient when the Japanese decided to create an alphabet that was not so heavily riddled with memorising meanings instead focusing on sounds... how the Kanji was abandoned and two: not one! two writing systems emerged! the Katakana and the Hiragana!
now it feels impossible to know which would suit the: %: that's a concept of a philosopher's stone... i might add: touch a 10 with a 0.1 and somehow arrive at 100... but there were 9 digits in the Roman numerals I V X C M D L: why did i count 9 to begin with: so basically 2... 3... letters or numbers short but that wasn't some impossible strcuture or care to bypass..
the map of the London underground is still still flaring me up... i don't know why i might lay its claims on me... but it does: if i were to measure the distance from Covent Garden to Leicester Sq envision the sq mile then go to the stretches of Morden, Epping, Hainualt hell: Ruslip doesn't ring a bell: never been there: it's like i am the ego situated in London and London is the mother-womb and outside not having a driving license is equivalent to being either decapitated hung and quartered or being an imbecile or lift off of wit and some other jargon... like you might be both: retarted and a half-capacity the Igor that was Frankenstein's first proper experiment and the monster: the Igor Towing?
but the map of London: that of the underground is just that: it's microscopic cone shaped: the stations of most interest are mostly enlarged in terms of distance apart: noted by the Circle Line... then as London: as the London expanse... does expand... the topographic detail is looser... since the distance between stations is greater but for the guarantee of navigation the inner circle of "hell" retains its microscopic elementality you are basically peering at a detail being blown up then being allowed to retain its insignificance of the detail: if i were to draw the map...
oh jeez: Gunther von Hagens looks gluttonous and almost a Bond villain... but i'm not here making cheap jokes i wish i had the stomach to go and see his exposition of dead body mantras of muscle bone and sinew...
how did i bestow myself with a dis-conount of the numerals: i was sure almpost two hours: what felt like hours: in a field of thought the ego-mines... these abrupt stations of electric pognant reminders in a field of the eternity of thoought the hellish escapade of ego and it's not like Nietzsche the failed pianist turned angry philosopher set aside all difference and heard the world war II cresdcendo... i thought i counted 9 roman numerals: instead i have the beast of the earth with 7 heads like the numbers or the count of Hills in Rome... i would never believe this man could be domesticated so Reyla would say 40 years later with Marquis de Sade as Dumas' D'Artangnegnome... dyslexic in French would never learn it will never learn it **** the French Arab conquest justified! vowel to soda poodles! you ******* French!
Jeroean van Veen... imagine if Chopin or Liszt left such explosive notebooks: but dear you and me: read Nietzsche: but then listen to his music... heldenklage, NMW 2... that's how you study philosophy by reading Nietzsche first thirst then with air breathe the rain in and say Music is Music and why did Thomas Mann reference a mad pianist... because how could Chopin or Liszt write anything intellectually ethno centric... like the pan-Germanism of Nietzsche... long before the collective the individual soloist with music forgotten by words enlarged
Nietzsche the Pianist not the philosopher of youth but words from the heavenly abode of the angelic choir like a headache with God dispatched to earth like Ulysses and the Sirens and God there: with his rebellious Angels on a boat with me able to hear alone while they roared with each row row row of the boat! and i in heaven became the human kind ear and the rebellious angels helped me to escape the heavenly ordeal of castrated **** and mouth suckling beings like children and angels pristine... get me out of heaven! those voices shouldn't sing! Satan: get me behind you a fifth oar! Satan! yohore!
read Nietzsche then read Thomas Mann... then Nietzsche in a second tongue: be born or learn bilingualism... like a skill compare philosophy cf. to mathematics and then fuse the two via linguistics and forget the dogmas of religion and psychiatry... forget the soft touch of the harsh scematics of the division of soul like there's this autopsy equivalent to body in vivo in vitro in esse... that's where i think i am...
then listen to some of Nietzsche's piano compositions and how delicate he was before the Wagner Oyster Cult... measure of guilt and how does man overcome music? it's the Counter Reformation all over... if one cannot overcome God even with God is Dead: ! then with Death and God: ?
i ask... how can man overcome music: when man overcame the mop with a steamer dishwasher without hands and soap... and television with a fireplace or a neon aquarium... flashing lights... blah blah... vampire... i think she's 14 years old and sinking into my psyche like a butter soaked sponge all warm and oozy like you mid coitus...
and i can't believe i would ever allow Nabokov out of his butterflies and ****** reminiscence hyper-metaphor of Imperial Russia where we us Pollacks weren't 5th Generation Napoleon Romance and Charlemagne... because what Angevins didn't rule the most part of France from Norse Sagas via Denmark and later Normandy the fabble of Rolo and Lothar Ragnarouke... and i'm supposed to imagine England: as Enoch Powell might have envisioned Brazil: Brazil should be the envy of England if multi-culturalism failed under globalism and emerged multi-racialism: Colombian **** and Brazilian ghetto **** is trans-racial:the future is copper necked in the guise of whites bleaching out the blacks... and whites bleaching out the dark Raj ******* and sort of keeping the Arab Spring woke enough for a Medittarranean Winter in autumnal gold colours and the future is post-racial but Brazil is not post-national Brazilians love Brazil these feminist hybrid Communist: i love being a **** i love being a **** and the supposed SLANDER LORD PEDOHPILE... i love spying on these FAT PINK RATS and oh my red is actually ORANGE: i have a spy in the other realm i have the fox the crow and magpie and robin and the earthworm to spy on serpents...
hmm... a train of ******* stars... best to look down there's an alter gravity in play and me thinks: pidgeon... pidgin... i said: if ego cogito ego sum is to be reversed: we must as the id... id est cogitans ergo est non id cogitans... jeez! that was a barricade of proper grammar juggle... my brain froze a bit like the brain of the ptotagonist of Mad Men Season 1 Episode 1... a handsome man... a former veteran... purple heart veteran now working the menial job in an advert office... kolt! i stangled krauts younger than you! a learning of PTSD... so just having two lives is the best way to reconnect with life... the war ahoy and the thrill the numbing conquest: reconcile with the lonely wife\ and two kids...
i sometimes don't to get up: but that's only because i have to sort out my dreams: when i dream of Martin full and healthy i am connected to him not being Brain Dead... and i know... Edie was so heartless and not showing me any concern for my problems she compared my problems to a game of baseball... i lost it upon the second pedohpile insinuation... then i finally lost it when she said: but you've been only working a full time job for only 6 months: i was working... part time because i didn't the money: poets are not pub landlords... what?! bull finally saw red... red to be have! *******! *******! *******! stabbed your 100x times more when i was saying: *******!