she presses her ******* cold against the mirror tries to enter her own reflection
she says she wishes she was someone else so that she could make love to herself
after her shower her hair cups her ******* like two alien hands
she says she breaks into my (absence) to steal my (presence)
she says she loves the way I adverb her the gentle "ly" in my voice
somewhere she feels she's made out of a silence where no sound has every fallen
she accuses me of stealing her dreams whilst she'd dreaming
she says she adores being on the tip of my tongue
she says my voice is like the vowel O in the word love
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I wanted to get a montage effect of voices and conversations that just come unbidden back...like Godard's UNE FEMME MARIEE montage of images only mine would be of thoughts...feelings...emotions... traces of the love that would by now have floated away into the ether but slip back into the unconscious.