sometimes life *****
its full of stupid things that make you irritated
mostly the things include yourself
like why don't i have the guts to jump off the window
why when i want to use it the blade thats been sitting beside the bed is not sharp enough
why when you think that things are going good
something has to makes it all
bad
but then when you give yourself time
you realise  that its not gonna be that bad always
and then you realize the things that you have to live up to
that someone is waiting for you to go all through this
and someday be there when you need them
for some it may be their crush , some their girlfriend
to some the husband whose gone to serve the army
to some a single mom who is waiting for her son to grow up and take care of her
and when they realise this
then that sometimes wont seem to hard