We are not some casual and meaningless product of evolution. Each of us is the result of a thought of God. Each of us is willed, each of us is loved, each of us is necessary.
-Papa Benedict
I awoke from what was called a procedure And was surprised to be alive, alive By the brilliance of those called to medicine By the Grace of God and Saint Elizabeth
When certain images and clouds were cleared From my weary and befogged body and mind And the kindest nurse brought a coffee for me With words of assurances and blessings
I learned that our dear Papa Ben had died
I paused, I put the coffee down, I cried On this December day when Papa Ben died
(It was dark in ICU; no one could see me losing it.)