Why would i ever let go of the pain ?
was my only proof against your dreams
Hurting you was not my plan
Yet you still believe me as a villain it seems

I know you didn’t mean to love me
My blood not on your behalf
You’re not at fault truly
Everyone leaves when it gets tough

Im my own creation
should stand in pride
For all the emotion
The world was supposed to guide

Neglection of overwhelming feelings
I believe can stand a match
for a twisted knife in the middle of a ring
The poor souls to weep and watch

made my self a god
Who affects the sluggish
felt like the old bud
Which made my love perish

Now i cant breath
Wondering how you feel
Sinking and seeking filth
Felt too real