the night in yonkers and it was raining cold outside the beaten up old window chipped green paint lay round its edges always wondered why no-one cleaned that up but there were deeper things in that home she eyed the door with a rancid thought and said that she had failed to fire but would not elaborate only smiled in a wicked way and lit another cigarette that glowed like a evil eye in the semi dark of new yorks night the ripped up mattress had holes and stains that made my skin crawl but she leaves little choice sleep next to her or get the freak out the door so we lay there all night talking in random ways bout things cant even remember now just remember how soft she was and the tattoo on the back of her neck how it tasted sweaty and then we did it and how she tasted tired but she was so good and kind and the rain never did stop that night it just kept slipping down to its doom just like her just kept going on and on never paused to consider but that was just her way she was never good with people come on babe you shoulda stayed home never shoulda gone onto yonkers never shoulda found yourself on the wrong end of that it never did stop raining that night really hope she made it home