I didn't want to be alone I didn't know what it felt like to need anything or anyone and then I thought I found love and then I never wanted anything or anyone anymore everything hurts me and then I'm alone again and again and again until I make that my home it's so familiar it calls me home like a sweet melody beautiful complete and empty My new best friend my love my home this loneliness never gets old I need people in my life is what I'm told but isn't that ironic and plenty bold not for me it's a cliche it's typical and it's nothing new to be told that you will always need somebody and yet for me that's not the case so in regards of this complete empty void it's very comfortable and I don't have to worry about being hurt because the only one who could do it the most is me and I'm content with myself and I know what I do need and what I don't need in this life I don't need the ******* I don't need drama I don't want it and really that's all people usually are because they can seem so nice so kind so charming and then you both get comfortable and they unravel expect the unexpected because usually already you already so long down the road you know this whoever for so long now and now this is something you have to either adjust to or somebody you have to let go but all that time given and you get just disrespect or ungratefulness arguments or fights and you just want to be there you don't want to do any of the ******* you just want to be there and be with them and every day is a constant battle that you fight them to be with them and yet they want you there it's typical and it's not something I'm going to try to dive into or try to attempt to do because with new people comes new baggage comes new ******* comes no problems comes new issues and I don't care for any of it because I don't need it I don't want it and if this is what it is to just be alone and by myself I'm highly content with that because I don't need anybody I never needed anybody and I sure as hell don't need anybody now anybody else feel it