there's something wrong with me
and i really hate it
so much

there has to be something
******* up in my brain
making me think this way
act this way
be this way
and it

d i s g u s t s

me

thoughts racing through my mind
disgusting
degrading
filthy
thoughts

telling me what to do
showing me
  h o w  
to do it

and
i
hate
it
so
much