I’m not in school anymore No longer a girl either. So this is not some schoolgirl crush. And I don’t need more soul lessons. And I am not one to do crushes. In fact, I want soul-crushing romance. And I think this is it. Except it’s not. Not a romance. But it’s soul-crushing. But if I must be, I will be a student. If I really have to, I will learn. I will write. I will read. Again and again.