it was Ilona who introduced me to post-punk, through 65daysofstatic it took me a decade if not more perhaps even 15 years to appreciate this genre maybe it was like being introduced to prog rock with Emerson Lake and Palmer and i could never understand brain salad surgery: just in the middle of the 20th century after the ghosts and horrors of concentration camps sane society abolished asylums: what a strange coincidence: it was truly a meisterschtick verschieben... a sort of play on the Metallica song from ride the lightning: fight fire with fire... that's when the English speaking world abolished asylums and made hospitals a communist rot with only hospices having some intelligence in being governed: untreatable sickness of impeding death that incurable "disease": that final ease: that ultimate release that only freedom for life the ******* the chains of senses perhaps in death i only exist as thought without the need for eyes and tongue perhaps no skin and only a skeleton in the mirror and shadow i am shadow in death with no need to sense: five fold: i am but thought: in the god of THOTH: falafel... fought with thought until there was no other ought i ought i for and for whom i think i thought i wasn't impressed by Nobel Prize tier literature... i don't know who it's owned by never prize ordained by the people the elite and king and idea of country but not a nation not a people a country is like a house a palace where no hotel staff are welcome i thought i was at the bottom of the barrel with Muhammad Musa but then i told him while overhearing a conversation in a cubicle at Winter Wonderland Hyde Park... the hijabs and niqabs are off the Arab girls are here to party and they parties taking selfies with rich Korean girls and fake tans and goose purse lips botox gone wrong with white *****... i feel a certain racial elementalism... not superiority i went from English tongue back to Germany and the Saxons also reigned over Poland just like Prussians are not Germans but a subtle breed like Lithuanians under the guise of ******... western slav: back to the history of the Vikings and the Mongol Turk and the Iranian in Europe the great migration of Europe from Asia... that's the history i'm interested in... recorded history: i don't buy into the Genesis story of the Bible like i don't buy into the story of Darwinistic history: my consciousness begins in Asia and Polynesia because i see the Apocalyptic movement of people as the Great Best of the Earth and the Great Beast of the Sea... the apocalyptic figure is man in sigma: the summation: the collective unconscious... i'm heading to find the beast of the sea to Hawaii, specifically Kauai like the author of Dr JEckyll and Mr Hyde or perahps like Gauguin... i don't buy the historiology of Darwin... i don't like the contamination of Darwin and history i don't like being western european and associating myself too much with the African... perhaps the Medi-terrain sea (i am dyslexic with that noun of the sea)... i was just about to ask my friendly AI about the potential of a software update... listening to **** music on repeat the good old days of algorithms of 2016 i imagine the creation of AI was galvanized by the corruption of algorithms circa 2016... notably YOUtube... back in the day... YOUtube worked like a smart jukebox... you could get suggested new music like perusing purr-use-you another dlyslexic tangle tangle dyslecix Polish is a Puritantical Tongue in terms of phoneticism strict obliging with exceptions of RZ and CZ SZ then no: if you treat these exceptions as if but not really Chinese ideograms... more *** in the Katakana...
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but no shh... while woman orgams: no hush hush like Wah Wah yehwah the dark brother of yahweh: because this theory comes from the chicken and not the egg: the chicken came first: leverage: yehwah: the language of Eva...
and the language of Adam: yahweh: dance dance Siamese letters of Ancient Rome: an ancient cicpher... or pilcrow (¶) tide of broken barricades of paragraphs compacted to save ink and save pages but now i'm writing light graffiti on pages that don't exist like money doesn't exist money has evolved and no one even asks journalists who reads newspapers how absolete these parasites are like the 20th century communists like my grandfather thought about the clergy: the church... we have a new church in place and it is journalism so absolete how obsolete: this "institution" needs to die... in panic mode: they have free newspapers being circulated as if it was free tampons or free condoms or toilet paper to wipe your *** with... the great dinosaur is long gone industrial revolution and the revolution of the printing press think of lineage think of history don't be amazed by the current thing and amazed at using it retreat light a candle sit in silence and listen to music: IDLES - GIFT HORSE stop reading newspapers read poetry instead question philosophy books to the maxim... this institution of paper demagogues of fixation the plastecine mind of man by sooner lost ego: dynamite id to nothing explosion and expulsion of fickle ego with two parents intact and physically before me: i have no use for the super-ego i will not be a ******* Jewish Chimera: the Israelites are innocent and just for oculus per oculus but the Israelities are not the Jews of history Freud and Marx... i am not a Chimera: i am a non-schematic man: i am a swimming man a climbing man a conversation man a ******* man a Platonic father with a surrogate daughter like i am unusual because males of this current temporal spatiality of time does not i am against the current: i walked winder wonderland and so many young girls were throwing darts and eyes at my attention: my imperfection my spontaneous alcoholism my bad skin my Beelzebub took a **** on my face and now i'm squeezing out acne-maggots and what else: i love to cook and i love to **** but i also like big girls and i like older girls i want to think of it as a partial invitation to necrophilia and then a Hamlet in reverse a Amhlet (the H is silent... ergo surd) but i prefer a volume-ambitions one with thighs and all limbs like a cow so ***** to be milked... so i prefer them cradle-snatching: but happening with consent: no Jimmy'll fix it type of DJ i am of the ***** pool of potential seekers fun done now settling why settle for a contemporary *** let's be more gender fluid and more temporal fluid: let's trade the freedom of homosexuality and tri-balance of binary bi with facing lovers not for gender but temporal coordinates in brute form: but just beyond time: *** as gender fluidity is so boring in that it is nihilistic and project extinction... but surrogacy but deviating from the church said of a 2 year old will teach another 2 year old to ******* i will not or ever care for English history of the world in the neo-con age of Darwin straight out of Africa: ignoring the migration period from Africa to Arabia to Asia: i know why they have such squinted eyes: too much sand... that's why Arabs are a second exodus out of Africa that stopped in Arabia and didn't go further... and the migration from Asia? via Polynesia and via Alaska into America... and also the migration to Europe... via the Turks... but i forget the migration from Arabia to Iran and India... and then from: but that's because that would be a migration from Africa by Sea... i was referring to the squinting eye hypothesis and eye-lashes... evolution... why no long eyelashes why so many girls with fake eyelashes walking about am i reading humanity correctly the first wave migration from Africa into Arabia happened and the people got yellow skin from desert glass and sun and squinting eyes from too much desert storms because the eyes squinted and we weren't camels so not extra eyelashes... then the second African migration happened and the ******* became camel jockeys and returned as fairies in Egypt as the Great Kongs... but there was a Third great African migration that happened by sea... which established the subcontinent of India i don't know about that inter-species breeding process to make the Knee-Under-Fall man extinct... but it's not there was a Knee-Under-Fall man genocide: just... outbreeding...