I've lost myself
It's been a while, but I really lost myself
I hate this damn city, but I had to come back here for a reason
I miss my friends, and I'm missing out on really good work opportunities 😪
I'm also missing out on my year end function.
But life really fucked me up to the point I don't even have a place to stay in the other city.
ALONG WITH THE STALKERS THAT IM RUNNING AWAY FROM
60 BREAKDOWNS LATER...
I almost broke my hand from such a massive anxiety and asthma attack
This air is suffocating
I feel constantly lethargic and fatigue
I feel like I lost my liveliness
I've sunk down in severe depression
Thus city is haunting
I've never felt this unhappy in years
I need a place to stay...
I'm a dying corpse here
I'm hanging onto nothing, just pain