Its 2:54
My mind is racing
My eyes are fighting so hard to hold back tears
Morbid thoughts
Scary thoughts
Rain into my head
Flooding it,
Drowning the joy

It's 2:57
Getting late
I should go to bed
Why I am so scared of it though
While I long for it
What is wrong with my head?


It's 2:58
Getting goosebumps
Shivering for no apparent reason
My head hurts
My brain hurts
Why can't I sleep?

It's 3:00am
Officially the "devil's hour"
The only devil I see
Is the one messing with my head
Making me mad
Making me sad
Making me just feel plain old bad