Through out the test of time I have felt lost My mind wonders constantly Is it me or them Is the process suppose to take so long Am I meant to be self-reliant Am I design to be alone I am happy in my endless racing thoughts It makes for a exciting day The way I think about everything night and day I am never afraid but wonder everyday There must be more to explore Perhaps I am missing the interactions Or maybe I shouldn't try peopling Peeping in to escape introversion One word at a time, losing energy with each passing second as my mouth flip flops As my social battery drops I retreat to my enclosed space To live to socialize another day