Swoosh, zgrrrr, yahooo, zooom! I am full of vibrations; ****** energy pulsing in my womb and veins, “I am alive!” they exclaim. I’ve wanted these sensations to quieten, they’ve driven me, frustrated to no end: to the end? But now, can I see, them as part of me, don't frighten, Welcome and celebrate them? Alive to make sense of the sensations, Alive to play with them, hear them, feel them, notice them go up and down, Alive to embrace as me: now found. Amen.