There was a frozen winter day
Once long, oh years ago,
And all the trees were black with ice;
The hills all bathed in snow.
And I was wand'ring quite alone,
All through the silent fall,
Musing on your lovely face;
And hurting from it all.
And suddenly upon my path
I spied a footprint light
Where none had been before, I saw;
A little shoe's delight.
And round I looked in sudden pause
For I had shed a tear
And hoped that not a soul had seen;
Nor had they been so near.
And out from in the forest shown
A little shadow's form
A girl, a child, all pale and slight;
Who wandered far from home.
Her hair was black as raven wings
Her cheek pale as the snow,
Her lips were red like holly fruit;
Her eyes as dark as coal.
Her dress was sable as spilled ink
And frost adorned in lace
The little sleeves, and on her throat;
A velvet choker placed.
And she crept down from out her trees,
And took me by the hand
She whispered she could ease my pain;
And lead me to her land.
Her fingers felt like ice and I
Shivered so at their touch,
But truth be told I well knew cold;
From missing you so much.
And so I took her at her word,
Followed her through the trees,
And when I knew not where we were;
I sank down to my knees.
I told her all the things I kept
Locked up inside my heart,
I looked to her as seraphim;
To ease my pain and hurt.
For her steps no lasting footprint left,
Her weight no twig could break,
The snow absorbed into her skin;
Her voice no breeze would make.
I asked her what the meaning was,
For I was sure she knew,
I begged her for an answer then;
To why I covet you.
She told me she was shade and sun,
That she would tell me all,
"But pull the velvet round my throat;
And you will surely know."
My fingers stiff and blue with cold
I tugged the velvet cord,
And my savior's head fell in the snow;
Without another word.
And suddenly the world was white
And not a trace was left,
I held a velvet ribbon and;
My answer close as death.
And I laid down among the snow,
I closed my weary eyes,
For I had found and lost my chance;
To strip off your disguise.
And you will live inside my heart-
Even in numbing cold-
A hum of lightning melting me;
Until I'm weak and old.
For I will love you all the year,
Through storms and sunny days,
And I will have no answers for
The whys or hows or ways.