All these crazy emotions,
Swirling around my head.

Now that you are gone,
Words need to be said.

You're gone from this life,
Yet Forever in my heart.

Anger is what I feel,
Why is where I'll start.

You didn't deserve die,
Life is very unfair.

I go to pick up the phone,
Wait you'll never be there.

I would
give anything,
Just to hear you again.

Pain
filling my soul,
Time to pick up
the pen.

Feelings
need to come out,
If I'm ever
going to heal.

Many have their own way,
This how I deal.

I know your over my shoulder,
Reading as I type.

Tears rolling down my face,
Pausing a moment
to wipe.

The sadness is overwhelming,
Emptying
out my soul.

Let me self medicate.
Time to smoke a bowl.

Answer
begin dodging me,
Bouncing
around my mind

The ones I seek
are elusive,
And the hardest to find.

Emptiness
jets right in,
Consuming all of me.

What did I do
to deserve this,
Or is it something
that's to be.

I know I'm lost
without you,
Trying
to find my way.

The only way to get through this,
Is to take it
day by day.

Now that my mind is weary,
I must try and go to sleep.

Till I Wake tomorrow,
Your memories I will keep.

LIVE
Love
Hope

Written by
RICHARD SHICK