how should i define? define the idea of you? my nerves are pranking me to believe, “it will be same as someone before you” for once i want to dream, i want to believe, “your love will be grand as seas” i leave this letter at your door with a painting of you from my mind you will never absquatulate me your beaming smile will forever hide my crimes the crime i define as- “loving a liar” that unforgivable sin will bury in the past and my idea of you will forever last