I saw a white swan in the pond Floating carelessly towards its aim Then I saw myself in the same still water I always pray for the same serenity For the years to come in life But within me Thereβs a ravaging storm Which cannot be helped Even catharsis fails me sometimes I try to calm myself breathing in and out I speak words of wisdom by putting a hand on my chest But I fail every time and so I end up crying By raining all the poison out of my eyes