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Nov 29
BPD
I hate it
I am
A perfectionist
In the worst way
Possible.

Trying to go
Back in time
To restart my life
And make everything perfect.

Trying to fix other people
And make them perfect.
I dont know
How to stop.

I dont want to be
Who I am.
This... really feels like an OCD thing, and i dont mean that to make light of OCD. I am genuinely obsessed with 'restarting' my life. Its a serious issue. And then i project that onto others. I am genuinely obsessed with "fixing" my past, and this obsessive perfectionism affects all areas of my life.
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