I hate it I am A perfectionist In the worst way Possible.
Trying to go Back in time To restart my life And make everything perfect.
Trying to fix other people And make them perfect. I dont know How to stop.
I dont want to be Who I am.
This... really feels like an OCD thing, and i dont mean that to make light of OCD. I am genuinely obsessed with 'restarting' my life. Its a serious issue. And then i project that onto others. I am genuinely obsessed with "fixing" my past, and this obsessive perfectionism affects all areas of my life.