Looking past the future Sounds like a game for fools I fit the bill No matter where I run My life distorts the same The past fades every day The present becomes a haze The future I wanted I can no longer see Did I ever know myself? Did I ever even live? Or am I a subject to my surroundings? What became of my personality? Personable turned to perishable Honesty faded to hostility Did I fade away or are my days a haze? If I pull back the veil What will happen to me?