fake me i read the words on the screen through other peoples eyes i tell myself i'm being authentic like everyone else, i lie
but i don't know who i am i'm feeling middle-aged and my sexuality and soul is feeling pretty caged
i'm feeling pretty fake so fake me mistake me misplace me or take me away
somewhere far with all my things i wanna be a stray i wanna make love in an open land and run my fingers through the sand no one in this world will understand me except my man
the best partner is one who understands you. i don't feel like anyone understands me. i feel like all the pain i held onto is releasing itself like a tight, sore, overworked muscle (yes i posted this on my page later)