I want real not perfection
We’re going to make mistakes
But there’s things I won’t tolerate
I won’t put up with cheating
I won’t put up with lying
I won’t put up with being treated like
I’m a ***
I wanted an ice cream
And you didn’t buy me a cone
I wanted you next to me
And you went to meet up with another girl
I wanted to be the only one on your mind
You got a girl friend 4 days later
Always chose others over me
And some how I’m suppose to be ok
With never being special to you
So you can do whatever you want
And I’m suppose to sit all day
Wondering if your ok
If you ate or smoked all day
I can deal with you battling depression
Don’t you ever forget me trying to grab your face to wipe your tears that’s not because I wanted to sit on you I wanted to be their for you
You weren’t use to that and it’s ok
Have me second questioning this entire earth
And knowing my heart always searches for you in all that I do
Even when I’m on the other side of the earth
A part of me does feel like you can’t believe it because you feel that you don’t deserve to be loved
I know that because I’ve been their and struggle In that department too
But don’t make me cry like that again cause last week a part of me died again