There was a time not long ago When love was but a genre A time in which I sought a high My head held very low
And yet by touch you granted me Whose outlook was so somber The art of love – but with a sigh I now look at this glee
See Julia, I think of you Subject of my love’s cadre But for every thought to fly I turn a paler blue
You tell me not to think, but please The beauty of this pasture In which I once had got to lie Too good a thought to cease
The gladness Julia has brought It is by far a wonder Which never should have come me by A taste to be uncaught
For never can I now forget – Always wishing me calmer – Sweetness when I gently wrapped my Loving arms ‘round your head
Your gentle voice, ambrosia With it I’d never falter To ever hear it say “goodbye”, Byzantine acacia
I wished that we’d never be through I always loved our banter But now your music makes me cry Let me Fade Into You
One time, I had brought you to tears It cut me like a sabre The wounds yet cause me now to wry The biggest of my fears
I truly was not good enough With you I could just maunder My throat was always oh so dry Regret even a cough
I never did you any good Not even on a saunter And no matter if I now try It’d be like chewing wood
I live forevermore on hope Dumber than any zander That someday you’ll look in my eye And tell me not to mope
That one day I will hear the words – It shall cloud any slander – “I love you,” even as a lie Drown out all the songbirds
I took myself so far astray Alone, immane I confer My heart has darkened with a dye That will not wash away
My heart, a weeping whippoorwill Becoming ever denser As if my sadness was a vie You remain in there still
My soul, a lonesome willow tree No one will there concur No leaf, no swing, ready to die So how can it still be? It solely hopes for love’s succour: That she might come around Again wrap her arms around me Revive me with her sound And on this willow she will see How deeply it was cut Forever engraved on the trunk Was love’s and tears’ glut Hortensia, hallelujah They never could compare to “Julia”
She said she wanted a “dramatic song” written about her. I’m no musician. This was never meant for her, but it still came to be.