Lost in the darkness of life Faded haunting memories of a fateful night No more end of tunnel no **** light All you can do is fight and pray for a better day Know **** well there's a better way Still over and over it plays So how many times do I look past the mistakes Let you lie to my face Break my trust, break my heart Still I try for a new start Just to have it end the same So how long do I struggle in vain It's too late now The flame is ignited, the fire has spread The blood, sweat and tears I've shed all mark the dark beginning of a horrific end yet to come A broken man now just becomes numb