And this is why I’m not an actress. I enjoy the behind-the-scenes, all their mess. But it was never my forte to pretend. This is why I’m a writer. I create chaos and horrors only on paper. Between play and pretend, I pick the former. And maybe this is why I’m not popular. I simply love my privacy and personal cellar. Be in the dark, adore the closed doors. This is why I’m only a poet. If I should fit your mould, God forbid. And this is why I wish to remain unknown. If I must kneel before you, I’d just go home. And this is precisely why I’m not an actress. I’m already in so much burden and stress. I’m a poet, for christ’s sake! Oh, I could also be fake! Ah, but I’d rather eat my popcorn, sit within my pretty little bubble, while honing my tiny horns, causing no silly troubles.