I'm scared
I'm always scared of something

always worrying about what's next
what's going to happen now

I'm alone
surrounded yet isolated

my heart and mind hurts from racing
collisions left and right

fluctuating between emotions
a hot knife to butter

teetering on verges
to burst out into a flow of misery

acting 'weird' is my escape
from myself

when will it end?

"i need help"
echoes into an abyss