i dont think you understand
just what weve begun
nor can you comprehend
the monster ive become
the rage that now fills my heart
was love at the start
the peace we had
gone and i fear im going mad
and i know i need to leave
but this life weve formed
seems to call me back
it may be my low self esteem
or the childhood i lack
that led me to allow you to wallk all over me
crush my soul and stab me in
the back yet ill still say im sorry baby i love you
though ive committed no sin