I think your amazing
I think you have so much to offer
the world
if you think I’m mocking you
I’m sorry
If anyone knew who how I really felt
It would be that I’m confused
And that’s something I have shared
Is that I’m confused about how you feel about me
I’m confused on why my car was vandalized
I’m uncertain on why it is that
You choose to keep your distance but want to remain close to me and want to know how I’m doing
I want you around I really do
But do you know about the nights I cried
How no one knew if I’d be ok
I talked about how I fell apart alot through out the years I got tested by life
I laughed at how you reacted because I think it’s cute I did also say if your crazy it’s fine I am too I don’t worry about why you keep tabs or why you want to know more about me but I do wonder what holds you back from approaching me
Why not directly talk to the source
I know that I’m intimidating but do I really scare you or are you sure you wouldn’t know how to go about the conversation
Anyone that knows me knows that I pray for you every time I think of you and will always wonder if your ok even if you never speak
To me I hope that your ok
I try to put up a strong a front
But ik Im not anymore
And my pride has left the building for eternity