I'm at that age Where I start thinking about the reason I'm living And why I should keep existing with such cruelty All these thoughts grow and take root in the brains Squeezing to fit, inside the spaces in my skull They become too heavy, too thick for my head And burst out to escape, dying in the process When I'm thinking about all these big things I feel small, little and tiny, I'm barely sixteen, Yet I wish to die so early.