Everyday is as painful as realising the day that i was abused by you.
Everyday all i can think about is you,
Everyday i struggle to come to terms with how you could hurt a child like that.
Everyday i wake up & think about does this actually affect you, Are you scared?
Because i am..
Everyday is a new plaster taken off an unhealed scar.
Everyday is a fear of doubt.
Everyday is a feeling guilt & shame.
Everyday I question my whole life.
Everyday you live in my mind.
Everyday it hurts.

You're love was never lost. It was never there.
No good was to ever come from you,
Just misery & pain.

Youve confused & tortured my mind. Il never understand.

You've lived life as a lie.
You've fooled many,
You've even manage to fool me for years.
Not no more.

I can settle for inner peace with just knowing you know, that i know!