Everyday is the same I paint a smile on face to hide my true pain Maybe tomorrow I won't have to fake it anymore
It's been so long now that it's just become a habit Day after day I feed myself lies in hope that they will come true I say I'm fine but I'm not I have not been for a long time
Darkness has over come me and I feel empty inside What's there to be positive about? I can't even do good without something bad happening
I've stopped trying because what's the point Nobody care about me I'm all alone, everyone has left me to be
To be what? I'm completely empty on the inside Only a skeleton just barely making it through the day
My soul is gone I'm completely empty My heart is all black, full of darkness and despair What more is there to life
Everyday is the same I paint a smile on face to hide my true pain Maybe tomorrow I won't have to fake it anymore
When is tomorrow going to come? I can only say I'm fine so many times before Before I break down and fall apart
Being alone with no one to care about me About how I feel or what I do with my life Because I don't matter to anyone anymore
They say it will get better Don't get my hopes up because I know that's not true I've gotten my hopes up too many times for them break down
Everyday is the same I paint a smile on face to hide my true pain Maybe tomorrow I won't have to fake it anymore