I loved love
The feeling of it
The idea of it
What I was hoping you would be

The fairytale in my head
I wanted that for us
I really wanted to feel it
Something more than only lust

I loved love so much
I tried so hard to make it real
I wanted to love you so bad
For once, I just wanted to feel

I wanted love so much
I'd get on my knees and crawl
But no matter how much I forced it
I just didn't love you at all