Oct 2013
It is hard to fabricate tangible words thru the knot in my throat, in which these apprehensive feelings continue to tie.
Trying to portray this state of felicity, while inside feeling so overwhelmed with confusion, afraid I will breakdown, making visible the tears I cry.
Questioning whether or not I possess the fortitude to maintain this pace I have set, traveling on the path that must be taken .
Every thing is flying by so wildly out of control and my mind won't stop racing, but I will not allow my soul to be shaken.
I have peered long and deep into the mirror and although full of many uncertainties, I do not shutter at the reflection staring back at me.
My eyes were once clouded by other's notions of what my life should be and now as if a veil has been lifted it is a more true me I begin to see.
Trying to portray this state of felicity, while inside feeling so overwhelmed with confusion, afraid I will breakdown, making visible the tears I cry.
Questioning whether or not I possess the fortitude to maintain this pace I have set, traveling on the path that must be taken .
Every thing is flying by so wildly out of control and my mind won't stop racing, but I will not allow my soul to be shaken.
I have peered long and deep into the mirror and although full of many uncertainties, I do not shutter at the reflection staring back at me.
My eyes were once clouded by other's notions of what my life should be and now as if a veil has been lifted it is a more true me I begin to see.
All the understanding and positive energy I recieve from all of you that read my poems has most definitely helped me begin to find a better place, a place of healing. It will be a long road I know but thank you from the bottom of my heart for all that you have done. It means so much more than any of you may ever realize to have all of you here on Hello Poetry. You can make me smile, laugh, cry and feel understood and I have never had the pleasure of thanking you face to face.
