Am I just paranoid
Is love really that easy to find
Or do movies and tv shows really trick my brain so much
To think that I could find the love that heals my trauma
Is it stupid to think someone could love me
Will I ever get that wedding I dream of
With the partner who loves me for me
With all the stupid cheesy speeches
Because love seems so common but so hard to actually find
Is it something wrong with me
I think it’s something wrong with me
Am I just unloveable
I’m barely loved by my parents
How could someone love me by choice
I must be stupid
Because how could anyone actually love me
And how could I believe someone could