How do I start this.Where do I begin? To Peace together words.To make you feel something. Something that connects you to my words from  within? Do they rhyme? Or tell a story? Where do I begin? Do I  begin to tell you about my falls of this life? Or do I simply rhyme together letters that make me sound alright? Do I tell you of my heartache? My utter despair? Or do I tell you of happy places where dreams only dare. Go to.. To feel.. I could write you make believe but I'll keep this segment real. To feel the pain I hide within you must first enter my soul..And look upon the ghosts that blacken me so slow. Fueled by pleasures that turn me to a clown..looked upon by people that don't want me around.Saddened and angered for what this god has done.Your  acts upon me have made me come undone.Do you look upon me and laugh to all your friends.. Is my life some sort of movie witch has no written end? A life with no script.. Directed by no name.. I rolled your dice but never win life's game.. Lovers leave me.. They all sound the same.They all are distant eco's.. They do not feel my pain. That you gave me.. I am walking down the street.. girls walk by but our eyes they do not meet.. Nothing is real.. Only my words.. Feel me in the sky through the songs of the birds. If nothing I have achieved..know i love you all.. Then my life is not wasted my friend..Through you ill never fall.