always, always
never ending
always something
never stopping
do this do that
never breathers
never resting
no breaks either

so much to do
so much to feel
always thinking
always hurting
small pains big pains
always healing
always bleeding
always aching

I think of you
I think of her
I think of him
everyone I've ever met
I've ever loved
I've ever grown apart from

you attacked me today
said my apology wasn't good enough
but it's leagues better
than the nothing I've recieved from you

I'm trapped
I'm chained
I'm strapped to a chair
I can't escape
I can never rest

always working
always wanting
always worrying
never stopping