You are both fun and a pain
While I’m reminded of the good times
I also want to rip out these memories
I blame you
You were the older one
Suppose to watch me
Protect me
But because you wanted to hide your pain
Behind a haze of ******
Today, I can barely face my own
I want to laugh with you
But debate weeding you out of my garden
I love you but hold such hate for you
Though we are siblings still