i am a coward,
because I want to change my soul so much, and I'm afraid of change

i am a fugitive,
because towards the light I aim, and still into the darkness I turn back

i am a liar,
because I am full of regrets, by my choices made,
which I consciously chose

a flower was planted in me, but I never bloomed

I don't wanna live in a hole anymore

although a hand was extended to me, I did not accept
and then I fell
filled with shame
to myself