why do i wanna crash and burn?
to quiet the noise in my head,
to turn it up and drown in it?

to walk an endless night,
to be free ?
to enjoy the safety of the ground?

i want to be on the ground,
at least most of the time.

why do i wanna crash and burn?
to escape,
to take a vow of silence and never speak again,
combat the voices constantly bouncing around.

to clear up the haze,
did i wanna get better today?
or tomorrow?
certainly not today,
while the sky falls before my eyes.

why do i wanna crash and burn?
to look at my reflection,
rather the puzzle,
unfinished,
nothing really fits.

my head is overgrown with moss