I want to see the beauty Of the winter skies crashing, drowning the soft summer night waves I want to see the frailness Of the leaves cracking beneath the tires, the feet, the paws I wish to see happiness Casting it into the purple grey skies too far for me to grasp between my sleek, scarred fingers I want to see history From the little flag crushed in the season's frayed grass. The pink seeping into the roots of the stripes and stars. My muddied blood.And I wish to see the wishing well sparkle in my war-zone eyes, as I toss not just a penny, but a past for my future.