the time spent hoping for rain has been futile. With each minute passing second hand tumble our memories become reduced to questions, so as I’m waking up in taxi cabs wondering where the sky went, I’ll think of your lips ******* cancer and your fingers holding your future like a crystal ball fortune gypsy screaming “these coming days will be hard! Your lungs will collapse and your heart will turn to stone!” But you smile and cough and I imagine you crying when I say there is nowhere to go from here. And now the taxi man is demanding a location, but I only can give him snapshots with sun-faded ink cursive and he kicks me out so I walk home and try to sleep and in the morning I forgot what I did and who I saw so I didn’t even bother saying goodbye