"I will not be apologetic. I won't apologize for loving you the way I do or for loving you the way you want me to. For touching you in places I shouldn't have, for touching you where you trail your hands. I won't apologize for loving you until I burst, I won't apologize even if everything hurts. I will not be sorry that my kisses are stormy, I will not be sorry that I'm always in a hurry. I will not feel bad when everyone is mad, I am glad to say that you're the best I've had. I will not be apologetic that I'm never decisive, I will not be apologetic that this love is destructive."
Is that what you're expecting me to say? Is that what you wanted me to write? To try to turn the night into day? To try to turn the wrongs into rights? Did you want to rob the sun off its rays? Did you want the moon to lose its tides? Were you wishing I'd surf your waves? Were you praying I'd love you after the lies? I hate to say it, I hate to break it to you, I couldn't, no I won't do it, it just won't do.