I have waited for this day for about a year, and my head is full of fears but when you are near I hope that my head is clear I won't be drowning underwater, when I am on land but I'll be by a beach where I'll lay on the sand listen to the ocean waves and be comfortable with not having anything to say because in that moment I'd like to think that things will be okay so in a couple hours I'll be on an airplane in the sky on my way to you find out if the feelings are true if we are the people we thought we knew I need this vacation I need this time I'm ready to be by your side I've waited and counted till today and this feeling isn't something I can explain I guess I'll see what happens the greatest surprise I've experienced so far truly to find out where we are when all we want to do is run away from the lives that we live day to day maybe we can actually pull this off or we will have to face the facts and accept the reality I guess I will find out and see