I search for that feeling
The pulse you let wither away
I thought it had returned
Unfortunately, it is still delayed

My eyes follow you down the halls
Dependent that you are there
I say I only saw you twice
But in my mind I still see your snare

In person I don’t know you
Inside I know you well
I know how you think
I know your manipulating spell

This past summer I barely thought of you
So why now do you return?
I’m capable of wanting others
But is loving them something I can endure?

The next day is on rewind
My patience is in decay
Of what I thought had withered away
I guess this feeling is here to stay