the vague fog of a people of reicarnation like dog to frog is similis exemplar purpose that pro- that self- -evident of a life? ein lieb?! the lived? i don't want the experiuence of life: i want the lived: life! i want memory intact! i want Alexander and Edie as as before i say: heyho Tod! life was a blessing because of Alexander and Edie... and i want to dance and sing and be naked and O mighty... that night... that night among any... with natural history... O joy just to behold...