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I once sent a picture saying “I am scared of you”

Although I’ve never stated this but I’m scared of the power you wield over me

Living in this nice delusional world is beautiful and all

But

When reality sets in I’ll be the biggest loser

I am not afraid to lose, I am ready to risk it all

But

What I fear is the despondent state this will leave me
Untouched yet unfit for anyone else

I can bounce back from anything

But

I can’t bounce back from you

This is why I hide from you