I've been a mess without me. All I've wanted was to make accomplishments with you. Thought I've found another safe space. Built these walls to guard my mental place. I've never wanted any break ins, tell that bad wolf to hold his breathe, I plan to blow myself away. I thought I wanted a whole new life with you, until you lied me awake. Only lies I wanted was the wraps around each other arms. Now I hope this pain stays away. I hate the way you got me Devastated from the rollercoaster full of what ifs and buts along with the hate and adore. Was hard to ignore. You're knocking and pounding on my doors, now these bricks I've rebuilt crack and break on the floor. How did this piggy become the wolf when I was the one attempting to huff and puff your love away?